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I went back to read my LJ. I wondered how
have changed during this time.
concerned and I relived moments of sadness that I did not remember.
I read words out of my mind as boiling water that overflows from a pot resting on the fire.
I saw who I was and I see who I am.
I see that I make the same mistakes as before.
And I see that I am determined not to become different from me.
I see that I'm hurting like and more than before and I keep butting hard against a wall.
Always the same, although now I know where even with my eyes closed.
I also know, I'm sure that once one of the many, close my eyes and prepare for the wall.
(but how do you prepare to slam against a wall?)
the wall This time there will be. Or I will go through as one of the ghosts of Hogwarts.
And then finally open my eyes to what the other side.
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