What Should My Cervix Feel Like Before My Period

we go ..

again balanced on a wire.

errors emotions, I find errors, mistakes that make me helpless and vulnerable.
errors that I make myself. I am a bit 'resigned to my being me.
but looking ahead, always. What I
behind is important, it made me who I am, every detail, every breath, every word.
But what remains behind is left behind or otherwise all that I could have in front of me I will be prevented and not ever find out. Maybe I'll have a taste but I will never see clearly, because I will continue to turn around backwards, undecided.
And I will not go forward. And I will not go back.

I remember a Peanuts strip where Charlie Brown is asked if he prefers to ship of life in his deck chair and look forward to bow, or stern look back and places where it has been.
And he answers: "I have never even managed to open one of sunbeds."
Here.

time I would like this opportunity. I really want to.