I thought about what they are now ... To what has happened recently ...
It seems to me to be back in two years ago when I was with my ex: I take a bath at times absurd and I dress to be homeless ... Two years ago I had my reasons: I was never home so I was bathing or five in the morning or at midnight and I was dressed as a tramp to me because I do not care what others thought of me, I was only interested in her .. .
Now, however, I bathe at times absurd because I have other (school, homework, internet, my great loves ...) to do during the days and I dress to be homeless because I did not slam him to dress decently ...
But not only does this than I was two years ago ... Then I said I love my ex ... What we now call it love and I learned to love to call even after not really pleasant experience tells a different story ... It 'a different story because this love is true: there are butterflies in the stomach (which I did not think even existed D:), there is a great desire to be there at all times, to be embraced, to embrace ...
Today, then, I finally realized that I had a crush on the boy's huge for a chick ... Because it's cute, sweet, makes me laugh and hugs me ... I'm fucked up!
And then today I did my homework ... I mean ... After four years I should be immune to "do the tasks that will control" and the fifth should not be the right time because my willpower and my desire to study snack out of nowhere ... But they did it D: and this thing that scares me do not even know ... That is, it's a good thing, for goodness sake ... But it is new to me ... It means, perhaps, that I'm growing?
But there is also the world as a great desire to go to all of my upcoming gigs Margo because I miss them already and why is music that knows how to calm my heart ... And this is as before but the strength of this call is amplified at the most ...
And I'm lost inside myself, in practice ...
X Factor 4 ***** I do not want to comment ... I just wanted to let you see the Doppler Effect ... Do not listen because they feel sorry for tonight ... Look how well snatch and Alexander Henry, rather: D
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